So this happened:
And this happened:
That young adult stage of my life has pretty much come to a close. I haven’t really been able to process it until recently. Earlier in the year I was drowning in anxiety about finding a job. When I got employed I was so nervous about what my colleagues were going to be like and whether they would like me. Now that I’ve settled into my role and a few days have passed since graduation, well I’m feeling quite awful.
Sure it’s definitely exciting entering a new phase in your life. But it’s incredibly saddening to end one. I suppose a lot of this is coming from grad day and seeing friends I hadn’t seen for a long time. It was so great talking to old friends and laughing about old memories. Just having everyone together in the same place was really awesome.
And then it was over. Ah………I think I need to ugly cry.